That's what I would do back when I was in high school. It gets old after a while, and I don't have as much free time as I used to cuz I work alot of the time and when school starts that will take up time too, what Im saying is what do I do on my down time. Like im a big dude, so it's not like I can just jump back in the game as if it was nothing, my ex was the opposite, so it's not like ehh whatever here comes another bitch, not saying I wont find another, what Im saying is that Im back to square one, but the thing is I don't wanna make all the mistakes I've made in the past. I can't move on to a new girl until im done with the old one. Have you ever seen I love you man? Im that guy, paul rudd, I've always had g/fs and no real friends, well maybe a couple but like I've said they've got other shyt going, ok Im like both guys, paul and that other tall dude, if you don't know what I'm talking about watch the movie, then you'll see where Im coming from. Her dad has cop connections so my whole family is telling me not to drive/be alone because anything can happen, he was able to raise my bail high, $20k, which was rediculous high compared when I talked to other guys in there, put it to you like this, some guy was charged with domestic violence and got $10k, some dude tried stealing a car got $3k, another dude got caught with a bag of weed $1.5k, you get where im going with this? It just sucks, we used to live together, but the bitch had shyt going on behind my back, she's a fucking whore but I loved her....