Ethnicity shouldn't have anything to do with it. My advice to you brother is to find some other hobbies. Practice a sport, learn to skate/snowboard, find something great to listen to. Get a more eye-catching clothing style. Oh and most of all, get some principles to guide your life. Like being a good person, helping those in need, listening to other people's problems. Try to make some good, long-lasting friendships with people. Be honest, smile always, look on the bright side of life. If you like an instrument, learn it and play it. You say you're not into partying but I'm completely sure if you were to attend some on a regular basis you'd enjoy them a lot. There's plenty of people out there who would love to be your friends. Oh and remember this especially. Only you can provide a reason for your life. Me, I have embraced Paladin teachings and I will live through the happiness of others, which inadvertently reflects on myself. I will accept no half-measures. I will take care of my loved ones and friends.