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Know whats crazy? Way back when I was writing a 1emu story I made you a bar/club/pub owner. Yeah I remember that...weird dude, just weird. And Hera, vodka, tequila and wine are ALL I drink, nothing else.

So what first? I guess the "Dammit!" Dammit I've lost 4 pants sizes and some weight in the last 2 months, I guess cause of all the stress and whatnot. I am NOT impressed with the idea I may be below 200lbs again however, I'm not a fat guy so losing weight is a scary proposition...some of my boxers fall right off me now...fuck! Ok now Woohoo!? Woohoo! is I've finally found what I want to do with myself and my life. I took my Smart Serve Certification about an hour ago, aced it and within the next 2 weeks is bartending school and Wine Council certification. Make good money at it, and there's new places opening here soon that need staff. PLUS I want to open my own club, or pub/bar in the future.

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That is like so made of WIN! "Skinny" however being subjective, like those ethopian ones NO, but I'm not down with anything I can't pick up and eat like a pizza

If I wasn't for Freedom of Speech, I'd delete this thread... My eyes hate you right now

Wait, weren't you like married? I thought you had kids? Damn bro, that sux. Yeah and 1 kid, and my wife took her own life...the simplicity is FAR lacking regarding that, I'm past it though and I understand her motives even if I think it was selfish and stupid. Point is, you'll be ok...you may even be a better man for it. I wish I wasn't in my situation, but I AM a better man for it no matter how you slice it. It changed me in some bad ways that I'm still fighting, but I can see the good ways it changed me too.

Yeah my post was part sarcasm...thought that was obvious. I'm at a point now where I am moving on with my life, I'm intelligent and I process things quickly, so I know I have to pick my ass up and move! Does it still hurt? Fuck yes, it will ALWAYS hurt...just come one day it will only hurt when I'm forced into a position where I have to remember. So far things have been ok, people understand my position and my rationale. I've already seen one girl, if you wanna call it that...and I'm out partying with friends on the weekend again, something I haven't done in like 5 years. Strange, but like I said...MOVE ON!

pfft....you don't fucking know what depression is, going on what you're talking about. Sorry, but honestly....quit being so goddamn EMO. Really though, if you feel that down in the dumps see your doctor. Talk to someone. If I can deal with what I've been through in the last 2 months...gimme a break!

Yeah...n stuff

Who do you think trained you cuh? Please... Ok here's the kicker, which one do you do first?

*Sniff sniff* I smell a problem I bet I can solve... Ram related? Yes Is it THE RAM? No Is the Northbridge? More than likely Do DIS! UNDERclock your RAM, yeah you heard me..... Everything good? You better get a better cooling solution for your Northbridge OR your Northbridge is just plain not playing nice with your RAM.

You boys would need an instruction manual to keep them entertained, I'm already trained.

You're my fucking hero...

Mine big boy, pretty firm aren't they. I'm kinda flat chested though.

Had a chipped Saturn, sold it. Sorry rabid fanboys, I can count the good games for it on one hand and most of them are NOT what the sheep like. Sold my 3DO (Again!), like the Dreamcast I have it doesn't require modding. Still have: Qoob Pro chipped Gamecube 2x TSOP flashed Xbox's (I've had dozens modded in every way, but they don't count as they were profit) Fat PS2 running FMCB DSLite w/R4

Yeah, "patch" it with a fresh install of XP...

I like girls with meat on em, and some nice curves. My real love is petite women with nice legs though, like my wife......she was 5'0" 100lbs with legs I'll never forget. I can't stand your average Barbie Doll, Barbie Doll my wife was not.....she was a little package of attitude and non-standard features, which made her hot to me. See, this was 5 years ago......(And it's the last pic you'll get!) Her's.......they're in the wrong places, and she looks like someone hit her with an ugly stick.

My wife had near a dozen tattoos, and almost two dozen surface piercings when we first started dating. I......none of either. When we got pregnant, she removed most of the piercings. Partly because I thought some were inappropriate of a mom, the others she took out because she felt more like a pretty woman and mommy after getting pregnant anyway. She got more tats after though, including a really nice half sleeve piece for her mother when she died of cancer in Jan 08. I never considered getting a tattoo really, I spoke with my wife about it and she said she'd rather see me without one if it wasn't going to be something special to me........not to tarnish my perfect skin with ink for the hell of it. I now have my reason, and I have put together what I am going to have a very close friend of mine and her's put on me. The same one that did the absolutely beautiful piece on her arm. The upper writing is in Latin, and means "Our love eternal". The dates are of significance, our first date, our wedding and her death. This piece is the one they designed after her mothers death. It symbolizes her and her mother, and her and our daughter, so she told me. I have a better one somewhere, that's a pic after it was uncovered and still being taken care of. But I know our friend can do my request justice.

Yeah right.....

Points to thread title - Expects more titties

But you become more likely to end up with a baby's mama! And you'd wind up with someone like me, breaking every bone in your body and finding yourself on life support.

I thought all WoW crazed wierdos were strange..... Fake? I think not, you have to think of all the WoW addicts that will lose their job over the game, you have to be pretty special (see; Fucked in the head) for that.

I wouldn't joke about something like this, I'd just rather slip into the shadows without questions of "Where is....." or "Welcome back stranger" on my return.

This morning, my wife took her own life, leaving me with our 4 year old daughter and a bunch of shared debt. I'm angry and I'm going to be very busy trying to get my affairs in order. Probably only pop in to read stuff here and there, as time will obviously be strapped and I don't want my current frame of mind spilling over here or anywhere else. May have to sell all my arcade stuff and other things, I'm not sure yet.......I'm not even concerned with that.