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I never knew wii had a Blaster Master. I remember Sega had the first sequel, and playstation had a horrible 3D version. Actually in FFX they added 1 place so it capped at 99999. My friend used a action replay code or whatever and had limitless grid points and spheres. He added defense to all the empty slots and spent like 1 1/2 hours on each person taking them across the grid. The final creature thing still hit them for max damage with its uber move... even after all the grid tweaking. There are ALOT of empty slots on that grid, what they did was bullshit. Now Star Ocean was a different story. I remember the post game in 2.

This What if: there were actually Ao games?!?! Yea... gratuitous nudity, porn, anything awesome... think about this for a second, yeeeea youd buy them too! they made 3rd party "controllers" for said games... Hori's Fleshlight. lol they started making more games geared toward hardcore gamers. Like a Zelda that doenst have a rinse and repeat boss beating strategy: Real AI they decided to make 2D sequels to all the 3D fuckup sequels that were made. Metroid, Castlevania etc they stopped ruining games with tacky gimmicks and shotty followthroughs MvC2 didnt have atrocious music or a giant fucking clown head they removed HP/Damage caps from games like FF and just incorporated a better system they made a JRPG without some twirp coming of age bullshit they made a sequel to, or released a remake of Guardian Heroes! And Darius Gaiden or the Darius series altogether. Aaaaand Blaster Master, but that might fall under my what if #3

Surfing? Really?

Being hooked on sex ruins it. Most of the time while in relationships, I had sex every day while not that time of the month. At first its nice, exciting. Then it becomes expected. Then a "chore" I noticed, and you guys may have too... you dont get as hard as at first. Its up... but not ready to put an eye out. If this has happened you are indeed doing it too often. It should be more spontaneous. Well... at least not a given. The only thing I can think of is finding other stuff to do but it still boils down to not acting on it. I know how very difficult it is to ignore these urges. Its like quitting cigarettes. You always want one and once you had one... you like "was this necessary?" Then shortly after you want one again. Nothing will stop you but you. But like Cinder says, you gotta have someone who is on your level. It sounds harsh, but I dont believe I could maintain a relationship with a girl who was saving herself for marriage. I dont see how it would work. Although I say try to refrain from constant sex... I am a beast. But it is so easy for us to get locked into constant sex, that it takes over. It can become the only thing you look forward to. I dated a girl around Dec. 2008 and we were both complete sexual monsters. She wanted it as much as I do. So at the very least once a day. I realized I couldnt stand her, or her me. All we had was sex. I broke her bed once... We had sexual chemistry but honestly, that was all. So even if you try to curb the constant sex, its still a part of you. DO NOT LET IT DRIVE YOU. Drive her HAHAHA No... just dont let it become devoid of meaning. It should have meaning. It is the most personal physical act.

Ha I was reading your original post and I was hit with a flashback of Explosive Misanthropy!!!! No fucking lie. I worked and would get home... to her laying on the bed with a game on or just watching TV. Room would be chaos. She didnt work so therefore... I expected something, anything to be done. All she ever did was clean our dishes. (I had a roommate) Yea mate, your better off. As for finding a good lass... hang in there.

Oh Ryan... First of all do not mistake infatuation for love. Im not saying you dont love her. Im saying relax and go with the flow. Time is a major factor. Its one of the equations that helps erode or fortify any given thing. Bonds, feelings, ha- even money. You say you dont even know if she is beautiful. But she is to you. That is a typical "thinking too much" thing to say. You are running in circles and working yourself up. I too am a sexaholic. This got in the way alot honestly. I wanst a mac, but during relationships, I wanted it too often. That mixed with other things created a void where other things should have been built. Bottom line, you care for her. She is not asking for more than you are giving. You just need to fucking relax and have fun. Go out, do activities, talk, communicate, but do not rush. Dont be stagnant either. Dont second guess everything you do, wondering where its coming from. Does she make you feel good about yourself? Instill you with esteem? Do you treat her well? Thats all that matters. If you make each other feel good about yourselves your golden. Dont rush to next steps cause you want more more more. Learn to be gradified with what you have. I know what it is like... calling forth sexy time when it isnt ... time. Although I cant shake the feeling of your awkwardness. I just have a sense of you being "too much" Like when you stated you were showing effection to some girl at a bar at your last location and she was eating it up/ Everyone is different... but you do seem to rush things. Just feels unnatural. Best thing you can do is relax and enjoy your time together. ENJOY YOUR TIME TOGETHER!!! Do you hear me? Stop worrying about what is and whats next and what may go wrong and what she might think and blablabla. Chill out, take a breath, and let the flow take over. And by flow... I mean let things happen naturally. Often have I realized I forced a situation. You say you think you love her and your scared. You shouldnt. Shut the fuck up and sit down. Listen to me. Do not be scared, as you are not required to make another bold move. You need to build a foundation of friendship before you can hope to maintain a loving relationship. Learn about each other. You both must know the other. So you fell you may love her, or could love her, whatever. This is fine. Dont be afraid of what you will do wrong. Once she knows who you are, its gonna be up to her, and vice versa, on what comes next. You two may not make it. Its a fact of life. Worrying about what you may do wrong will only frustrate you. If she makes you feel great, and you see that you make her feel good about herself... again... your golden. Just... relax on the sex thing. How many times I wish I had just kept it in my pants. How many relationships suffered because I was so driven by sex. Once you have a solid relationship, where you can go out and have fun without making her scream out... wait... im not helping. lol Have fun. Dont be overly romantic either. Then it just becomes mute. I cannot eat Pizza every meal every day. You gotta be able to relax. Lower your barriers. If you always have to "act" as in always "trying" whatever it is... your not being natural and that is unfair to her. I can totally see a girl with her legs in my lap while we both hold DS's and listening to music. I dont need to massage her feet or play with her hair or whatever... all the time. Just make sure you both have time to relax and be yourselves around each other. Time will do the rest.

Inky is right and I omitted as much as possible from my wall of text... this is not the first time we have read how you believe others perceive you. I on several occasions have put in my two cents and all I see of it is "bla bla bla, guys much older than me, bla bla" Well fuck you! I give you the benefit of my experience and for what its worth, get shitted on. Dont even listen to what I say, fine with me. But never ever have I said, led to, or insinuated that if you dont do as I suggest your a looser, a failure, or that you should go die. And dont think for a second that my crushing walls of text is a book of protocall that I think you should abide by. I talk too much. Do not mistake it for massive guidlines that I believe you should follow. But Inky whent ahead and called forth what was festoring in me while I wrote what I did today... If you treat those who actually care as you do: that actually TAKE THE TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE... no. Fuck it. What use is it. You make threads and communicate something and we do what we do... Instead of actually having some type of communication you shut down and insult us. And even if you dont care... Im still putting this out. I do care. I stand by what I have said and I wish you the best.

I considered not writing this, but to hell with it. You say all we did is bash you but that is NONSENSE. This is bashing. You miserable fucking wretch! All I practically hear from you is pessimism. Your account of the people around you is seriously fucked. But thats perfectly fine as the world in general is fucked and so are all it inhabitants. You say you dont care but here you are, accounting certain things here in the forum. Emsley, Myself and a few others actually wrote something constructive and it is true to them. Ones truths may not mesh with others. But one thing in this thread is true nonetheless. We are social beings and without some form of contact we are stagnant. I for instance am not telling you to go out and get drunk and party and get laid. All I am saying is you should find someone who you relate to. I think you have not found anyone who fits the bill and you generalize way to fucking much. The world as a whole is filled with epic fail. U.S. is overseas fighting and dieing for no more than selfish desires, glazed over with propaganda to make it palatable. Our gas prices are ridiculous! It costs $1000 for a doctor to look at an exray and send you on your way 30 min later!!! There are people spending ridiculous $$$ on bullshit while there are children starving. I have seen people drive up in their Escalade and pay for their snacks at 7-11 with foodstamps!!! I can go on forever but the point is the world is filled with people who are the very definition of fucked up. It is hard to find someone who is decent. That being said, having a ton of friends is an illusion. When anyone dies, they can count their REAL friends on one hand. In that sense, it is hard to find someone who is truly a friend. But bygod, being able to talk to friends about anything at all is mostly taken for granted. Anyway... I am not telling you what to do and never have. I suggest this and that so whatever. This has been a whittled down version of what Id like to say. I will finish with this. Live in your room and only come out to work for all I care. I actually contribute something without being an ass much like many in this thread and all you say is some fucking bullshit about bashing over the head by people who are "much" older than you. If you want to be a hermit so be it. I wish you the best. You dont want to go out, fine! I dont think you are less of a person because of things like this. I honestly believe you would be happier if you were to be able to do something from time to time. Your account of people around you makes it sound as if you havent found the right people at all. And I do not mean to say "people" as in surrounding yourself with tons of individuals. Life is not measured by how many people you know, how popular you are, or what others think of you. Life is what you make of it, not what others think of it. Your mistake here was not the thread, but how you perceived our words.

I have so much to say Id end up crushing this thread. Walls of text... You can do anything you want, no one is stopping you. There is so much to write...

These guys got it right. Ill add this. I never want to do anything... nothing sounds appealing. This is often me talking myself out of things. Try to not let this happen. Honestly, go out and find something to do. There are a million things to do, it cant be that hard to find a few things. Of course Im used to living in Orlando where there is anything one can think of... Out here in VA Beach area there is not 1/8 of what Orlando has, so finding something is much harder. You may reject everything I have said but mark my words, you need to get the hell out of your room. Water Ski, Parasailing, (I dont know how close you live to activities like this. Pool, darts, go carts, perhaps a new hobbie? Build gas powered radio controlled cars. If you rot away in your room as I have for sooooo very long... you WILL regret it. You will

But he is a small guy... prolly looks just right! HA Dont fuck yourself up on this shit Emsley. You drink and drive and I'll cross the ocean just to kick you in the balls

Imagination running... running... running HELLOOOOOO NURSE!

He is in the Air Force... I believe. Well that is 50/50 with the knowledge we have of him. Multiple points... A situation there might make "it" worse, or better. A girl can help pull you out, or pull you further in. Why does this sound... OH YEA!!! Thats what Im doing! And... I did turn to jelly! I did HAHA I agree that you cannot easily grade life... But what I think is needed here is a reality check. Hear me out. I need a reality check, AGAIN! Sometimes its just needed. There is nothing like shear reality slapping you in your face to make you either change directions or re-affirm your beliefs. This is what I see, AND obviously I do not know you 11 so it's not like I can psycho analyze you, or believe that 100% of what I say here pertains to you. Ok... You seem angry. You may deny this. You also dont seem to relate to others a whole lot... frankly, you might even be somewhat socially awkward. That is not a bad thing if it hits home... Everyone is different. You live on base? Living on base can isolate those who are not of a mold. I left friends in Orlando. I have been up here for over a year now and honestly all I have met are acquaintances. No real friends. When Im with my friends I can let loose or do whatever... Like everyone, each friend has values and interests that differ from the next guy/girl. I can go to the comic shop with one where as the others may not dig that. I can go shoot pool with most but there are a few who would rather stay inside. With each friend I can do what it is we like. Thankfully our "click" likes alot of the same stuff. Since I've been up here i've been dreadfully bored. I play my games constantly and dont do much of anything else. I should work out and loose all this jelly I've accumulated! I should begin training (martial arts) I should start up my drawing again. I should finish that DAMN joystick thats still in pieces in my closet. There are alot of things I could do but I dont. All I do is stay in my room. Now Im not saying being with my friends was constructive... usually the opposite. But I had fun! An old co-worker came by and picked me up last week. We chilled at his place and played Tekken and so on. He had 3 other roommates and honestly, I can say I did indeed act somewhat awkward at times. As if my social skill diminished. I have lived in isolation... and that is not good. What I am saying, is you need to find people you can do something with. You say you always stay in your room... so do I. One would ask, "lets go somewhere" Id reply, "nah- Id rather chill here" Or my sister asks me to go to the gym with her, I say "no thank you, maybee next time" I never want to do anything! Perhaps that is part of the reason I'm going to Pennsylvania on a trip for a couple of days... As in I said yes instead of the usual... "no" We are social entities. We cannot be at our fullest extent unless we have others to interact with. Relate to, not-relate to. Give us perspective or show us another way. I can say from experience... ALOT of experience, life fucking moves quick. Next thing you'll know you'll be 25, then the next day 30. Finding friends is one thing, but you gotta find yourself too. Friends/girlfriend can help... or hurt. like I said thats 50/50. If you dont ever want to go out... as in nothing sounds "FUN" to you... you need to MAKE yourself do something. Perhaps you dont want to, but you need to. Living in your room like I do is no good. Take it from a guy thats 31, and been doing it since forever ago. Go shoot some pool! If you suck... great! Then you have something to work on! "pool sucks"? Then go bowling. Fake wall mountain climbing, water skiing, something, anything. Yea I dont know you, but there are a few things here that I am certain of. One of which is you do not seem to meet the right people. Friends or otherwise. You said on multiple occasions that others effect or can effect you negatively. "slash through you" and I recall something about someone describing your anti social behavior on base. You need to do find some people who like something that you do. Games, Video games, Sports something. Theeeeeen find yourself a girl. Yea... a girl is the perfect excuse to go and do stuff. Go and do something... ( I tried to minimize the crushing walls of text )

You can never tell how something will pan out. You were gonna say no 'cause of some glasses?

Id be all for it if they had more... gratuity. Like as in Ao rating

Still playing DQIX. Im 228.25 Hours in since launch. Did the math... thats ~10 hours a day. Im such a looser lol

Lol I figured you were gonna give me hell for not finishing any of my other projects! The stick for one... what else was there... Skins for MameDoxEXPlat2ultra mega... whatever its called. Other stuff too I long forgot about. Slime Controller huh... Japan has all the cool, and weird shit! Look at this contraption from Hori! EDIT: Ah... there it goes. I KNEW KNEW KNEW you were gonna say something. Yea I am actually getting on the stick right now. Fine tuning measurements while I figure out how Ill work it... or rather what tools I cannot do without.

A project that I will be working on... is slimes from Dragon Quest. They have slimes I can buy but no... I want to make a bunch of large slimes. I have been looking for a pattern but everyones homemade slimes kinda suck. I could buy a small slime, gut it, and enlarge the template. But if any of you know where I could find one... Wizard comes to mind, he knows of a many obscure available like this. Otherwise I will either trial and error, or buy a smaller slime plush and gut it. But anyway... anyone have info? Bad slime Wrong material and too small, it would come out better if it was larger... And its off anyway Good Slime Perfect example

So the pills were just in case? Well anyway, good... its taken care of! Now dont take any donkey chicks home anymore.

He does NOT look like the Phoenix King... but then again no one really looked the part.

Well Novocain works... And its true some people need more than others. Either high/low pain tolerance and/or high/low tolerance to drugs. But you gotta realize this is straight nerve tissue their drilling into and your teeth are Uber sensitive. Imagine someone twisting a wirebrush IN the nerve cluster that is the funny bone. Well itll be overwith eventually. I am not looking forward to my visit scheduled not too far off. They are gonna smile when they look in my mouth... (lots of work to be done= $$$$$$)

Yea yea yea... I KNOW inception was gonna be good from your guys reviews. I was with my sister alone, her Husband wants to see Inception too and he woulda got mad. I was thinking of going ahead and watching Inception anyway but since I was planning on seeing a couple of movies this week, I decided to just suck it up and watch DroptheballAtar. Just read your review Aki... Ahvitar... lol I noticed that too. I was making fun of alot of things when I left the theatre. For instance, an example of the crap dialog... What is it Aang? Yea Aang, whats wrong? or something to that extent. You wouldnt follow up a question that used someones name, stating the name again in your question. Someone might say this doesnt seem odd but the whole movie is filled with awkward dialog that looks like someone didnt go over very well. But the scene with the synchronized kata from the earthbenders, in which all that came of it was a little rock... Had me rollin' Not only did they butcher the Avatar, they destroyed my 2 favorite characters, Sokka and Iroh

More and more good reviews. I'll do my best to see it tomorrow.

LOL I believe the site has regained a tad of life! Sweet!

Thats cool! Mom mom is similar. I had to move back in with her and her and at the time, new husband when I was 19 or so. I had no curfew, they didnt need to know where I was, but if I was coming home for dinner preparation reasons. But its a good sign that she worries... My mom does as well. Parents always want better for their children than what they had. My mom always tells me I'm too good for whatever job I have... and she is right. I cop out and get some simple job most often. Generation gaps are complex. I believe it is more on par with they have grown up and seen decades of shit. They often forget what it is like to be young. Or they remember the stuff they regret and shun the possible experiences in general. My mom did a great job, but I feel real bad because I have not done much to show her she did do right by me. Im lazy, I still have yet to choose a solid vocation, I dont work with my talents (Art and creative design) Hell she thought I should have become a lawyer 'cause I always debate quite well. Parents see the potential in us... even if we think they are projecting their values on us. Their hearts are in the right place and I would be so lucky to be the parent my mom is.