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Fiction Plane - Two sisters This is Stings son singing. Sounds just like him no?

These guys are entertaining... but you can see, they don't NEED money.

Im still in Orlando... and we don't get anything like this. I have never seen a street preformer down here. It's appearently somewhat common in the BIG BIG cities.

I post this one, as opposed to his others... as I like his scraping usage of the 'lil grease catcher

This guy just kept going. Raked in that cash too.

Well thanks. I didn't think anyone would have posted on the thread...

Yea, I can usually tell if someone wants to scrap... at least in their head. It's usually assholes who think ther somethin'... or rather, are so insecure about their self image, that they have something to prove. Or... their just assholes who want to "prove" their point with fistacuffs. But... sometimes you gotta speak their language... But they still wont listen.

HAHAHA I tried so hard to find a clip, but it isnt anywhere. All I could find was a transcript SNL Season 21: Episode 14 1-600-555-AUSSIE Australian Woman.....Elle MacPherson Operator #1.....Molly Shannon Male Caller #1.....Jim Breuer Operator #2.....Nancy Walls Male Caller #2.....David Koechner Male Caller #3.....Will Ferrell Operator #3.....Sting Male Caller #4.....Mark McKinney Operator #4.....Tim Meadows Operators are to be read with a severe Australian accent, the answer to the Brits Cockney. No offense mates.

Hmmm this feels fimilar. I don't know what some of that feels like, but most of it... yes. Yea for me, not having someone to love did its toll. Something that adds to that, was when I had someone to love, they betrayed me, or did me wrong. I have had alot of bad relationships. You gotta try and do things for yourself. Then perhaps you will be happy enough to make someone else happy. How can one make someone happy, truly happy... if they arent happy themselves, but meerly reflecting what it is they desire themselves, but still have their walls that ultimately shuts others out.

There are never any solutions. There are just too many conflicting views. Everyone has their ideals. My friends mom asked me during one of these discussions... she said something to the effect... of if capital punishment was really necessary. It doesnt bring the person back. Id say something like, "well they took a life, for whatever reason. Lock them up forever for what?" Endless debate. All I know... Is if someone hurt my family, I'll hurt them back many times over. I'll go above an eye for an eye, but only to ensure protection. But as for me, thats alittle different. I posted a story in a thread here long ago... about how I was punched in the nose... but I DID NOT HIT HIM BACK! I could have absolutely destroyed his drunken ass. He was in the wrong on more than one account. All I did do after that is yell in his face with blood draining out my nose and through my goatee. It scared the crap out of him. I blasted him with absolute philosiphy. Thinking baout it... what changed his tune, was I scared him. Is that what it takes, making a situation real to someone? I figure, if I beat the crap out of the guy, he will only resent me, but if I scare him, but do nothing... he is forced to ask questions, as opposed to point fingers. I was proud of myself... but let me tell you. If I ever get punched in the nose again... I'll not likely hold myself... that crap hurt for weeks, Every time I blew my nose, the connection area for the lip/gum was extreemly sore... heh

Its funny. I was at Disney with my sister, and it was at the end when the do a crazzy fireworks show. At the end everyone was clapping. There was like ~3500 people or so. At that instant, especially after seeing that beautiful display.... all way beautiful and joyful. A sense of connection with everyone. So here I am, leading my family hand in hand in a chain through a giant mass of people an a slow dash to the exit/entrance of the park... when I had become highly agitated at people cutting us off and getting underfoot. Im a big guy, and I was leading our pack. I thought of how my mood had changed so quickly. And laughed... That is how the world is. When things are good... good. But when something gets in the way, the teeth are bared. It is unfortunate. Yea... people were cutting me off, but I should have been more forgiving.

Glad to hear it. Indeed... no longer am I the Khodumadurno, the being that devours everything in its path, including the path itself. I am doing what needs to be done, and then some.

ROFL @ Inky No but really. I was there. The thing is, you gotta do things for you, not someone else. How can you support someone emotionally, when you can support yourself. Family is different. And Im sure there are plenty of relationships that are different too. But significant others can fail you, and you can fail them. Blood is blood, so it's different. I was burned pretty damn bad man. I wasn't the best BF... but EM really flocked up. Destroyed my ass man. I went to hell... which actually wasnt far off. Got some help, crap happened and had to move. That crap fell through, and here I am again on the verge of distruction. Had help along the way, but I just couldn't get it together. I have no answers for you, only questions. You gotta find the answers yourself. Do you want to do better? Do you want to feel good about yourself? Do you want to eat steak at least twice a week??? If so... what the hell, ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT? That simple. Me? Im skipping town. Breaking the oroborous.. oborobus? Id google it but F' it. Im done with the endless loop of BS. Im breaking the chain. But im a lucky one. Thats why I feel kinda bad... for others that is...

wait... does that mean I can get a free 2 piece chicken dinner??!!?!?!?

Hmmm the light version... how do I do this... I have had no motivation... at all. I lost all will to live. I merely existed, rather than lived. I just didnt feel like doing what was necessary. Id rather have just sat on my ass and work at a crap job that was easy, than going to bed on time and working at finding a new job. I have made a series... no an avalanch of mistakes and just didnt care to do what was needed. I was lonly. Alone and just didnt care enough anymore. My turning point was 2 weeks ago or so. My long lost sister found me. Long story too. Anyway, she, through her kindness, sweetness, basically our deep connection that I long forgot about has renued me. I have returned with a vengance. I am now who I was suposed to be. For it was like I had to try to be myself. I feel unlocked, unsealed, renwed. I now have the desire to do what needs to be done. Work wherever I have to to get that money rolling in. Go to bed early if I have to. Start drawing again, get in shape, look toward a career... I have been in positions where I start to do what is right, then I drop the ball. This time is different. I want to do what is right... and I want to make her happy too, by being happy myslef. By not being a blemish on the world. Not that she sees that... but you get my meaning. Most people will never get this opportunity, or be in a position of absolute love that I am in. So therefore, I feel like I cheated life, or that I have an unfair advantage. What it will take for ANYONE to suceed, is desire. I have found it. And now the world will change before me. No longer am I Khodumadurno. A being that devours everything in its path, including the path itself. I am transending paths alltogether. The path doesnt really exist... except behind me. It's gonna be an amazing ride. Brother, I hope you find your motivation.

Hmm Im in the same boat, but things are changing for me. Im forging a new path... but it took someone very special to me for that to happen.

made of rubber no more? How old are you m8? heheh brit l33t, sillyness.

I see that! I refuse, Im trying to reset my clock. Soooo what are you up to, other than the obvious?

Im Will. Um... are you still sleepy? I just got done talking about the interview just above your post...

Hmmm that would be interesting. I do know they appearently quoted from previous movies. "I'll be back" My friend thinks there will be alot of quotes like that. Emsley, Gavin. Whats up guys?

From The Carnival album

HAHAHA thats funnier than I thought it would be.

Wyclef Jean, The Carnival: Apocalypse This has always been one of my favorite songs ever. I'm getting annoyed because I have to correct these lyrics. Some a$shat got alot wrong. Hopefully I catch it all. WTF how the hell... how can someone get the lyrics so wrong??? really. I almost want to post the original I copied. here is an example. He tried to run me off the road like he was Rosco Pico Train /correct. my fix He tried to run me off the road like he was rosco, rico or dre /!?!! WTF were they thinking?!?!