I have one piece of advice: Just don't give a crap. Someone calls you somethin, call them something right back. "Hey Saucy." Reply: "Hey CockBuster." That's it. I just don't give a crap. I talk to some ladies, I hang with some katz of all types: druggies, gangstas, nerds, average joes. I can do that cause I don't give a crap. And about the dying thing: I just think of it like this: We all rot the same way. Anyway you look at it, thats the simple truth. Just live your life like you want it lived. I do feel sorry for the kat who got the.PDF file, though. Guess I should anticipate that, too... Anon.