Fatal Rose

It's not sex with her. We never had it. I am currently having sex with one of my underlings right now. So it's not the sex. I really miss her and know I can do a better job as a bf.

She lives sooo far.

Thanks Paul. You always give me quality advice. So when should I contact her again? Should I wait till she contacts me?

Come on buddy, you have to give me something.

Really? haha I only see a small difference. I prefer the pic without the makeup. I'm not into the heavy makeup thing. While we were together she hardly wore any.

Maybe it's meant as leave her alone for a while and eventually contact her after some time. She was the first to contact me after we broke up. Man I just don't know what to do.

Yes, I said it. I want her back. I've never REALLY wanted to get a girl I used to be with back, no matter how hurtful it was to let them go. I was not REALLY hurt about us ending, but I definitely felt I could have done a better job as a BF. I made way too many rookie mistakes and I cheated on her. Thankfully she broke up with me and she has no idea about what a total piece of trash I am. I'd rather her think anything she likes on how things ended between us. I was doing some research on how to get your ex back... I will paste some interesting things listed on various websites... 10 Mistakes You Must Stop Now To Have Any Chance At Winning Back Your Lover... http://www.datingadvicesecrets.com/men/10-...-with-ex-lover/ MISTAKE #1: Acting Overly Nice And Believing It Makes You A Great Catch I don't think I am doing that, we hardly talk. We seldom send text messages to each other and we seldom talk on QQ. I just act polite and casual. Not overly nice. MISTAKE #2: Trying To Persuade Your Ex To Come Back With Logic Not doing this.. It's probably not logical for her to be with me anyways. MISTAKE #3: Playing The Role Of Human Doormat Absolutely not. MISTAKE #4: Showering Your Ex With Flowers And Gifts Nope not doing this either. MISTAKE #5: Saying “I Love You” Every 5 Minutes I've never told a girl that. MISTAKE #6: Missing The Whole Point Of Chemistry I am confident I can pull this off with any girl I am into. MISTAKE #7: Giving Your Ex All Your Power I think I made that mistakes a couple times when we were together, I also reacted way too emotionally to certain things that happened. Totally out of character. MISTAKE #8: The Looks And Money Trap Not sure what to say about this to be honest. I don't know if either has anything to do with anything in regards to me and my situation with her. I do know I've never tried to use money to win a girl over. MISTAKE #9: Mis-Reading The Cues Don't think this has ever been a problem for me. But at times I am oblivious when a girl is feeling me. MISTAKE #10: Not Getting HELP Obviously I am seeking help. Ok lets move on to another site/selection of tips... How to Get Your Ex Girlfriend Back http://www.wikihow.com/Get-Your-Ex-Girlfriend-Back Don't get too jealous. I don't usually. Leave Her Alone Already have done this. Cut off all communication Already did this too. Recover Emotionally. I feel recovered. Start talking to another girl. Done this too. I've already had sex with two different girls too. Act like nothing is wrong. Doing this. Look your best I've cleaned up again. Build up confidence I'm confident. If you want to get her back, then you should be the Alpha male. I have a ton more confidence now, back when we first got together I was out of practice and clingy. Figure out why one or both of you left. I was too emotional, clingy, complained a lot, argues too much, I was an emotional puss-tard, I was not myslef. Ok here's one more for the road... http://www.askmen.com/top_10/dating/2_dating_list.html 10. Reach out and touch her Done this, I called her today. 9. E-mail her Difficult to do when I don't know her email. I can QQ her though. 8. Don't "frequent" other girls .... (at least she has no idea) 7. Don't ever forget birthdays or anniversaries Crap! Need to get on this! 6. Call her every now and then Just called her today for the first time in a long time. 5. Analyze and study her I'll get to it! 4. Don't be jealous; be on the look-out I'm not the jealous type. 3. Don't play games I'll try. 2. Hold your cards to your chest Will do. 1. Stay in shape and improve yourself Done this and continuing to do so.. So what do all of you make of this? I know to many of you she may not seem like anything special, but to me she is amazing. Many people tell me she is not even that attractive, but to me she is BEAUTIFUL!!

My ex here in China. Seeing these pics are really making me miss her.

How are you buddy? Miss ya.

Yes that me naked dropping kids.

Happy birthday all.

Being here in China all people do is complain about the US being the world police and control freaks and what not. I can honestly after living over seas and dealing with a foreign communist government/society I can honestly say the USA being the world police is a good thing.

Awesome stuff mate.

Doing well. Having a blast in China.

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I can't see any of them.

We will post more pics tomorrow.

Soon me and LSD will have some pics to post.

Sometimes I call them Neanderthals or goblins.

I say the dumbest things. The other day I was reciting Santana lyrics (smooth) to the girl I am "seeing" atm. I say the dumbest silliest things to people here on a regular basis. I also have to give English names to my students, I get so tired of thinking of new names I start to give them strong black man names. The other day I named a 6 year old little Chinese kids Deandre. I also named this huge monstrous looking girl student Precious. I am at an airport right now bored out of my mind. Can't sleep.

I am STOKED!!!

talk to me about stuff. How is everyone? Right now I am chillin like a villain. I am pretty wasted, some Chinese patty wants to come home with me, she's not so pretty and she also has a sausage at home waiting for her. Not going to waste my time with her, but if she follows me home what can I do?

Thanks Shaymus, means a lot to me coming from you. I've always respected you very much. Hope we can meet soon.

I worked.