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Lucandrake

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  1. Looks hot, Chun-li's the crap.
  2. Indeed... so it MUST fail... Otherwise, gaming will enter a "gai age" Is that what you meant to say?
  3. I demand all pro hackers shut this thing down before it's to late!
  4. lol, to have a bunch of one post accounts on the forum is not a good thing
  5. Sounds like one of those "Good on paper bad on execution" kind of things... Youtube videos lag for me now on average Comcast speed I can't imagine playing something fun and then a "bandwidth 37%" sign appears in the bottom, by the time it hits 100 your dead o.o.
  6. I can't see your poker faces >.<
  7. that happened to me a lot... I thought it was common lol
  8. No I'm not lol, but I've been in a car with silence for over 5 minutes with nothing but dope heads piling up all the seats. Sh!t's hilarious.
  9. Those silences, are awesome, when your high off your ass. They always lead to a joke, or some other weird crap. But when your sober, you're just like..."So...how is the weather?". Then the person next to you is all like... "Fuck Silence!". So yea....
  10. Davis Perez T/R 11:15-12:30 ENC1101 When I scream my agony at the sky the only thing I ever hear is silence! The clouds do nothing but sit idly ignoring me. My pain is a upside down blood fall attempting to grab their attention, I scream “Look at my pain!”, and they laugh. As if their equal amount of added hurt is justice enough to consider me useless and worthless. What is my power? What is the energy that I seek? I can’t find it! It aches crushing all my bones and muscle in my body shouting “Die!” as my giant care crumbles and collapses on my emotion. It’s not like it matters, I’m already numb and permanently set to cry. I’m doing nothing but whining and the more I whine the more it hurts. But according to my current readings, pain is pleasure. My misery is my reason? flock that! If pain is pleasure then I’ll spend my entire life devoted to finding the power to split the two. To make my pleasure infinite and my pain riddance from itself and I. We all need to let our emotions flow to be sane, but in order to evolve instinct demands we control them and tie them down. It angers me because this arises conflict. One that can not be fixed or settled. So is my goal to eliminate this conflict? I wish control. I’ have been told that when I no longer want it, it’ll fall in my hands. My heart is filled with darkness, my intentions are never sane, and my instincts crave blood and violence. Yet I believe that because I can go days, without my animal let loose, so can everyone else. Can a world so dark and stupid really learn trust? So I am here now a day after writing my initial shout, I’m calm now and would to bring up the discussion that the teacher sprang up a while ago. The discussions brought up the way we as a society work. How hierarchical system placed upon us centuries ago are still present in our today of “Freedom”. In this system we are but a triangle, the masses dormant in the bottom. They have all the power yet none. Security is just shy off a level higher to the public, but they are treated just the same as dogs. A dog in the streets lying in filth is no different from a dog lying in a rich man’s house, they’re both being treated like bitches and in that essence neither life is worth living. A society of independent decision makers will always be more efficient then a society of followers without will following a power hungry lunatic. I say lunatic because the insane do not know they are crazy, in fact, conscious awareness of insanity proves your sanity. To those who ignore it, they are merely running away from instincts. They’re power hungry for obvious reasons as well. The insane have no power over themselves. The only way to satisfy and justify the opposite of their true desires (suicide) would be to control that which at one point quite possibly controlled itself. It’s simple, my mind wants to unleash itself and cure all of their hatred. I wish to make the world a circle love, a constant motion representing a heart. I’m tried of seeing pain, hate, depression, madness, insanity, I crave the opposite of all the horrible things in this world. But how? How do you do it? You can’t have a society where all people have equal grounding. It’s impossible? If I make a society where Joe, Me, and Bob, have all equal ground. Then that means that at any time I can steal or murder from and both of them. If it’s illegal to do so, then that means I need to be judged, how can that be possible if everyone has equal power? I deem that judge unable to decide my punishment, because thievery and murder was done through the idea that we are equal in mindset and worth. So just like I respect your believe to love, respect my belief in reality and accept death as a part of life. I don’t know how to write an essay in a elegant manner. This current piece is the work of my journal throughout the period of three days. I hope I did not misunderstand the professor, when he said “Write without form”. Since this is as uncivilized as I get. The only writing that was edited where the spelling errors and grammatical errors I could catch on the PC. Personally, I don’t know how this could help me, I already write like a beast, it’s structure that worries me. My emotions hate constrictions, so it’s only natural that after writing with all that throughout high school, I’m not aware of all the “little” things that I should be aware of. I only hope that in the end my writing is improved and not just….the same. Now that I have got that out of the way, I would like to go back into the whole “Society should evolve into a circle from a triangle” topic. I posted a few threads online and asked in a few chat rooms how one could go about transcending a triangle into a circle. I got a ton of mathematical answers, and I’m sure they where correct, but the way I see it, they all basically said cut off a line off of the triangle and draw a circle around the line as that becomes the diameter. Then I said that the question was not mathematical, it was a “Think outside the box” type. After a series of long listed questions marks and confusion, I received an odd response. “Get a drill and drill through the middle” said the wisest and oldest programmer at a favorite forum of mine. The smart ass from that same forum (a different person) stated that I should just cut off the edges and curve it. So I’m thinking now, that the only two answers I received (that would work) from about two hundred people, where ones that required the destruction of the triangle in some form. Maybe it’s human nature to destroy before starting anew. Actually, I’m pretty sure it is. This goes hand-in-hand with what the Author of “The Culture of Make Believe” was stating in our last exercise. People don’t like to encourage change unless they are pure themselves, and the sad fact is that no one ever is. I have a lot of hope for myself in my heart, but for a world that I can rarely ever trust, my hope stays locked in. Call me selfish, but even though I can wish good and peace for all for all. I feel like I grew too fast and gave up too quick. Since that wish is nothing more, my acceptance of pain is worth more. Since this is how I feel, I can only think to myself that the hope I have is a lie, but I feel it as truth, I just don’t feel it for this nation or for this world.
  11. The smash bro's thing might help ^.^. I can see why GC wanted to team up with dolphin o.0. Bleh, this sucks, no matter the plan for reviving 1Emu, it's always up to GC, post idea's dood!
  12. o sh... Smash Fans all over the world, just creamed their pants simultaneously!
  13. I doubt you ever will, from what I recall, people have written massive theories as to what it means and what it represents and lynch would turn them down.
  14. Watch it, it's interesting, it's like watching a acid trip .
  15. Looks hawt, I forget did Ninja Gaiden start it's next-gen debut on XB or PS2?
  16. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29715371?GT1=4...#storyContinued News suck, I'll tell you that much.
  17. Hello w/e21, why you wanna PM people so much?
  18. I had to spring this up, I can't stop reminiscing about the film. To all of you that saw it, I want your thoughts! There aren't that many spoilers in the tag, but a lot of information and enough to predict a correct ending.
  19. Screw evil bumps I had the most amazing pizza the other day at the beach. This thing had, 3 layers of cheese (Parmesan, the normal pizza kind, and I think white cheddar). Within those layers, they had garlic bread bits melted on top of the thing. Aside that, they had the little green thing they put on top of garlic bread (adds like a tingle). Then they also had ham bits spread and melted into the cheese as well, the thing tasted so delicious, I creamed my pants in public o.o.
  20. I thought y'all where exaggerating, then I clicked on it. Holy sh....
  21. Pretty sure the anime was just cut short, the manga continues still today.
  22. http://www.bobsgame.com/ So, a few months back, I'm sure you guys remember the independent game dood wannabe maker that locked himself up in his room for 100 days until Nintendo finally gave into his demands of publishing his game (that he made by himself over the period of 5 years for the Nintendo DS). Anyways, his website is still running, and he's still doing sh!t :/. The "protest" wasn't really real, just a-part of his "plan". Game comes out in 10 days I think, anyways, I don't know the entire story behind it, just find it interesting.
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